Yet why, at the same time, lowering your head you silently offer no explanation
Should I believe that you love me very much
And don't want to be perfunctory with me
Or understand that you don't want to redeem anything
I want to ask why I'm not your happiness anymore
But why do I instead smile bitterly and claim that I understand everything
Pride often pulls a person behind it
Creating a twisted path for love
I pretend to understand for fear that facts would leave us too exposed
Painful awkwardness is even harder to bear than loss
What I miss is not saying a word, what I miss is dreaming together
What I miss is even after quarreling I still want the impulsiveness of loving you
I remember that year's birthday as well as that song
Remember that expanse of starry sky, the tightest right hand, the warmest chest
Who remembers? Who forgot?
I want to ask why I'm not your happiness anymore
But why do I instead smile bitterly and claim that I understand everything
Pride often pulls a person behind it
Creating a twisted path for love
I pretend to understand for fear that facts would leave us too exposed
Painful awkwardness is ever harder to bear than loss
What I miss is not saying a word, what I miss is dreaming together
What I miss is even after quarreling I still want the impulsiveness of loving you
I remember that year's birthday as well as that song
Remember that expanse of starry sky, the tightest right hand, the warmest chest
Who forgot?
What I miss is being speechlessly moved, what I miss is unquestionable passion
What I miss is you, so frantic, begging me to forgive you, hugging me so much it hurt
I remember you were behind me and I was trembling
Remember that emotions were torrential, the most beautiful fireworks, the longest embrace
Who loved too freely? Who strayed too far past the boundaries?
Who took away my heart and forgot that that, in itself, is a vow?
Who walked only for themselves? Who forgot to watch over me?
Who let love turn heavy? Who forgot to give you gentleness?
What I miss...
I still want the impulsiveness of loving you
I remember that year's birthday as well as that song
Remember that expanse of starry sky, the tightest right hand, the warmest chest
I let go, I give up my seat
Faking effortlessness. Who can understand how much I can't stand it?
I love you too much, that's why I Didn't cry, didn't speak
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