取消資格 [Disqualify] - Jordan Chan 陳小春 {Cantonese 01}

Old friends would be surprise to see me like this.
I normally don’t drink any alcohol,
but tonight I will drink non-stop.

Light grey smoke ring covered my face,
I would rather listen to old jokes than being comforted.

I said ‘I love you’,
is that heavy enough?

I tried to test you whether you would accept my true love.
I loved you too much and you would be scare of me right?
Why you only see him in your eyes?

I don’t know.
Now, what do you call this?
So you wouldn’t get married except it is with him?
He got chosen and I accepted my failure,
it is not scary.

The things that I am scared of the most is being disqualified but still don’t know and still tried so hard.
Now what do you call this?
Am I really that annoying?

All I know was to give,
and now I don’t know that I could do.
I am scared of losing so much but I still didn't realize that
and I made many people hate me

http://scasongaday.blogspot.ca/2015/06/18th-jun-2015-jordan-chan.html