perhaps we could consider to be at the peak of our relationship.
Once we hold hands,
it was shorter than a cough.
It was too fast,
I haven't even been happy and I am already dumped.
I can’t remember how warm it was being loved.
I also can’t figure out why I can’t hold onto you,
but I already knows that I feel sad.
I think it is of cause my faults that scared you away,
but I just didn’t understand why it happened so fast.
I knows that I is not a person easy for others to like.
Perhaps being loved for a short time,
I should already consider myself being lucky.
But when I think back,
I asked myself am I really that bad,
so bad that you hates me so much.
I knows that even if I cried,
you wouldn’t be touched.
I didn’t understand why I like to hang around with you.
When you didn’t feel lonely,
you would think that I am stupid.
Perhaps I am not good enough so thats why I got dumped.
I am not worried that I lost my self-esteem,
but I am worry that I will get used to being dumped.
Now I feel that we are a mismatch from the beginning;
I am not attractive enough and you is not harsh enough.
Did our love story actually occur?
I wish that I have learned how to love others,
during the time that we were together.
Loving others is hard,
but if I want to learn,
I know that I can keep loving others.
Source
http://scasongaday.blogspot.ca/2013/10/13th-oct-2013-joey-yung.html
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